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-Sanctuary Of Oblivion-managed by Dzione, the keeper September 19 TerminalI've been passing in and out of this phase for some time. This hysterical feeling is killing me, but nothing is forever I suppose?
If you think I'm writing rubbish or I've it my head too hard, it's okay.. what anyone says doesn't matter anymore.
Time is running out, I can tell you that. It seeps out of my grasp every time I lose concentration.
Well come to think of it, time isn't really important compared to fate. My fate has seemed to betray me lately,haha.
So why am I writing this blog you may ask? I'm just going to utter gibberish around here, aren't I? Well yeah, it may be rubbish to those simpletons who can't comprehend the simple message here. :)
Poem time,
These rusting memories,
Just can't leave me be..
You stole my heart and left me broken,
I'm torn apart.
Somehow it's surreal,
Nothing matters in this endless ordeal..
You severed me right where it mattered the most,
Even if you weren't aware..
I know I can't be selfish.
Of course I can't run from what I fear..
But what if I fear of losing you?
I can't imagine what will happen when you go..
I guess.. I would pretend nothing's wrong..
I know it's hopeless.. but..
When I gave up on you,
I realise that I don't have a heart.
But.. it doesn't matter...
Maybe I never deserved to have a heart..
I've always been holding on to you,
But maybe I've held on for too long..
September 01 Anomalous Days? *groan* I haven't been very well mentally lately. Don't worry, I'm not going to commit suicide or anything. It's just that some things just don't seem right now.
I know, I'm thinking overtime and I should shut down my mind, otherwise put in on standby. But.. things aren't that simple. It finally hit me that I won't be here for much longer, yea hopefully I'll be going off in January. I know what you're thinking, "You'll come back man, all universities have breaks! ". Well of course they have breaks, but the point is, I will only be back for short periods. What I mean is, I won't be back here living life the way it was. It would sort become come and go affairs. LoL.
Anyways, I hope I find myself, and what I desire soon. Peace, till next time.
dzionE August 31 我们的銀河鉄道On August 19 2007, we had our last gig of the year. It was good, but definitely not our best. Well it's all over for now, but somehow I know there's still some chapters to be written in our band's history. We will continue to work in Absolute Infinity, it's our dream after all.. Don't worry, we'll be back.
We'll move on, stretching into infinity. Here's 銀河鉄道 by Bump Of Chicken, an emotionally moving song for me.. So long.
銀河鉄道 电车的车窗在框啷框啷的响 我曾经生活的城镇渐去渐远
August 22 A short and nice story (I hope)Ok, before I start blabbering, I would like to point out that it's been too long since I've left a blog entry; and even longer since I've left a story/poem. It's 1.11 AM now, and I'm inspired, you can't blame me, here goes.
There once lived a mountain spirit called Cloud. Cloud was a magnificent oracle that cared for everything around him. He was always determined to help anybody, and anything that needed assistance.
Cloud loved the Earth spirit, Gwendolyn. She was the light of his life... creating plants and flowers that beautified the world. Cloud always sheltered her creations, and provided rain when necessary.
One day, the Gods told Gwendolyn that enough had been created, and it was time she was sacrificed to honour the Gods. Gwendolyn did not object, but agreed without resentment. Cloud however, was furious. He could not bear to lose the love of his life. He protested to the Gods, but they did not change their minds. Cloud tried everything he could, but he could not stop the ritual of sacrifice...
After the sacrifice of Gwendolyn, Cloud could not contain his emotions. He rained the world with furious torrents. A great flood hit the lands, destroying everything in the process. The Gods were wrathful of his actions. They stripped Cloud of his powers, and slaved him to keep the balance of nature. They took away his thought and will, so that Cloud was nothing but a puppet now.
The flood dried up eventually, but it had not been in vain. The great torrents had created vast lands of different qualities. Gwendolyn's creations continued to blossom under the never ending cycle or rain. So thus the cycle of rain and nature comes about, it was all born out of love. June 16 temporary, remove soonHe doesnt know himself
And she's not helping either But he'll die for her For he longs to be.. together But still.. she's moving farther away
And he'll never learn to say I will love you for forever
I care for you and I hope that you Can be with me and never leave I just wanna be with you Forget me not when you're far away
Promise me one day that you will stay.. And I will vow to be by your side.. Forevermore ... forevermore.. yeah She can't seem to express
Her feelings.. for him..oh no... But she cries for him.. she would Run the longest mile to reach him.. woh yeah But still.. he seems so distant
And she'll never learn to say.. CHORUS
*They both lie together as one
Hand in hand.. under the moonlight they wait For something to happen After long delay, finally they say CHORUS Its not the first time I walked that path..
The pathway of sorrow and despair The pain feels more real since you left But somehow I still did not belong.. Well that's life..
People think you're perfect. But inside.. You're crying for someone .. The never ending rain.. Pouring down on me forever.. Drenched my clothes.. my feelings.. Loving seemed impossible.. The never ending rain.. Pouring down so heavily.. I've been missin' so bad All the great times that we once had Everything seems so different now
It all started since you left my side.. The silent night skies show no light My last glimmer of hope has just gone Deep inside,
I'm hiding from the reality That I might Not get over this love March 16 Band Practice : Final Day Okay, today is the last day of band practice... I feel quite sad but happy at the same time. We accomplished a lot. 2 full songs in 3 days. That is really cool. We had porridge for breakfast, it rocks. *thx Mom*
I sure feel lonely all of a sudden.. We promised to gather again. And hopefully release a single, or an album after university or college , wish us luck...
We didn't take any pictures today, sorry~ :(
- end of the final day- Band Practice Review : Day 3 Okay.. this is the review for the 3rd day of band practice.. Today , we reviewed all the songs we wrote, and discussed about writing new ones.
We had sardine sandwiches for breakfast and took some awesome photos. This day was more of a practice day. We reviewed all our songs, solos and lyrics for the songs. We practiced the songs the whole afternoon. Yes, it was tiring, but fun and productive.
That night, we had Pizza Hut ( hehe) . It was very nice, *Thanks Dad !!* Hahaha. After that, we did our first recording of the solos for both songs , Angel Tears and Never Ending Rain. It was very fun , here is the link for Angel Tears solo video > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b6DjrBoy9wQ and here is the link for Never Ending Rain solo video > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vn3QBHXM4zw enjoy :)
Please comment if you have any opinions !! Thanks.
By the way , we also uploaded some fun videos of us fooling around : Air Force 1, Darren solo king, me Slapping , and so on... please comment !! haha...
Here are the pictures...
-end of day 3-
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